So Now What Do I Do?
Uzma Mazhar
At this juncture in our world's life, what
do we need to do to ensure that history does not repeat itself? Like
a broken record stuck on a jarring note, violence across the world grates
on our nerves. Like the sound of fingernails on chalkboard, we all cringe when we
see the images of disaster. Are we going to act like cartoon figures
that spin their legs but stay in the same place?
I am not interested in politics, most of
the time it angers me to see fake posturing. I have the same
reaction to religious leaders who lack depth and foresight, creating
animosity and intolerance. Every religion is about love, respect and
service, but all they seem to propagate is hatred. Nothing angers me more than ignorance and
prejudice in any form.
Our local Islamic center and school were
closed for a few days, there is a sickening stench of fear in the
air. In the midst of it some Americans came to the Center bearing
flowers and cards, expressing support and compassion.
This Sunday we attended the Interfaith
Prayer Meeting at the Forest Park Pavilion in St. Louis, huge crowd... and
many loving people came to thank us for being there. Such love and
acceptance with
open-arms. This is what I love about America... embracing
diversity and the love for freedom.
After the initial days of numbing shock,
disbelief, grief and fear... now the questions... Why? & What do we do
now?
What do we do now???
At this crucial crossroad of time we cannot give up hope... but beyond
that all of us need to look into ourselves first. This is a time for
serious and brutally honest self-examination. Starting from the personal
self, to family, community, nation and then world. Like ripples on a
pond, everything we do on a personal level eventually affects everyone in
the world. If I am hateful to myself, my family and community... and if
everyone that I caused pain, left in anger and caused pain to another... the
whole world has borne the brunt of my anger. We are all connected with
the subtle thread of breath... we all breathe the same air, I inhale what
you exhale. The air around us is charged with energy, negative and
positive, loving and hateful, peaceful and chaotic. Every word,
every action is similarly charged. If every one of us determines
to send out only positive energy, barakāh, blessings and love...
consciously and with full awareness look at everything we think, feel and
say or do... taking full responsibility of what we are creating in this
world... then and only then do we have a chance to make things turn
around.
Sūrah ash Shams 91: 9-10
"To a happy state shall indeed attain he who causes this (self) to
grow in purity. And truly lost is he who buries it (in
darkness)."
Of course this is not going to be easy, but
this is our only choice if we want to make a difference. All
religions encourage the exercise of self-examination, accounting for self
or muhāssabah. An honest look at ourselves and our world history is
necessary.. without prejudices, without assigning blame.. with the
intention to learn what we do wrong and how we need to change and
correct. We cannot continue wearing blinders, we cannot avoid
looking at how our own government creates chaos around the world, how
other governments do the same.. and it just goes on and on. So the
American government decided it was not going to hire 'human intelligence'
but had no qualms in using the British and Israelis to do their dirty jobs
for them? How 'politically correct' and how two-faced can we
be? How easy it is to white-wash our conscience. We need to
become more aware of everything.
The next step... active change.
Sūrah ar Ra'd 13.11
"...God does not change the condition of a people unless they change their
inner selves..."
Am I
willing to stop doing something that I know harms me and others? Am
I willing to grow up and be responsible? Or do I want to continue
being irresponsible? Am I willing to make the necessary changes,
starting at home, will I act with more love, respect and compassion toward
my spouse, children and family members? Will I be more understanding
and compassionate with my community? Will I go out of my way to help
those in need? Will I take the risk to raise my voice in the face of
what is wrong and oppressive.. even if it is against my own family member,
community or religious leader? The goal is not to become rebellious,
offensive and oppositional... but to stand up for justice for all.
Can I do it? Have I been touched enough to do something or will I
forget about all this in a few months? I hope and I pray that we can
step up to becoming human and being humane.
Change happens when we change not only our
thinking but our actions and way of being. None of these changes
will happen in isolation, the whole world has to make an equally strong
commitment to let go of their anger and hostilities. Political and
religious leaders have to change their tactics of divisiveness.
United we stand, divided we fall.
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