From
Active Drug Addiction to Recovery: Is It A Possibility?
Alibor
Choudhury & Abul Hussain
The
empowering role of faith in the recovery from hard drugs is an
under-explored area. From an
experiential approach, the writers explore how drug addicts from Muslim
backgrounds have used various aspects of Islamic worship to break away
from the vicious cycle of drug addiction.
They discuss the emotional and social realties of drug using
experiences and argue for a change in perception towards drug addicts and
the inclusion of faith-based training for drug services.
When
we hear of drug related problems, often there is a strong sense of
hopelessness, sorrow and some times anger directed towards drug users. Drug users are rarely thought of in a positive or empathic
light. Even the term ‘drug
user’ provokes strong assumptions in our minds.
These assumptions are usually accompanied by horror stories of
broken family dynamics, crime and violence.
Social warnings are also transmitted through many public mediums.
They inform us that drug users are a menace to society and that they
should be kept out of sight. The
media has perhaps been the most influential factor in maintaining this
prejudice, while our ignorance has also played a part.
This negative view has often prevented awareness of success stories
in which, drug users have helped themselves become free from addiction.
While community drug services may not hold derogatory views of
their users, they have not been active in their attempts to acknowledge or
counter the stigma. This has
led drug services of different types to come under some degree of
criticism.
Despite
these setbacks, another side has been emerging; a side where some drug
users have broken through. These
drug users have successfully challenged the generally held stereotypical
view that psychosocial problems associated with drug use are terminal. Their inner life experiences; their remarkable stories of
recovery, remain valuable sources of information for drug services and an
inspiration to many suffering from addiction to drugs.
Life in Active Drug Addiction
Long term drug addicts often live in a very isolated world, cut off from
mainstream society. Their
whole life is centered on drugs in one form or another.
At first, using drugs may be for fun or to gain social acceptance.
It then becomes a habit and finally a necessity for survival.
Drugs are relied upon to carry addicts through in life.
The grip of addiction is such that it has the power of placing
addicts in a state of complete denial of their problem. Only in
desperation does the seeking of help occur.
When others tell addicts that they have a problem, addicts may
remain convinced that they themselves are right and the rest of the world
is wrong. They often find
themselves forced to manipulate people and control things around them in
order to have the drugs at all cost.
When they are alone they are often consumed by feelings of fear and
loneliness and the ability to love others is therefore greatly reduced due
to the use of drugs.
Many
addicts have, at some point in their lives, attempted to stay clean or use
in moderation, but this often fails, causing pain and misery.
This occupation makes them unemployed or non-employable.
Helplessness, emptiness and fear can then become an addict’s way of
life. This leads to a constant search for an answer - a person, place or
object that will make everything all right.
Only too often addicts have distraught emotional pasts or social
circumstances. This results
in the need for gratification (or distraction) of some kind.
Gratification is then found in drugs because of their mind-altering
properties and as they successfully cover unwanted feelings.
Drugs also have the potential to stimulate feelings of warmth and
security, albeit short-term and somewhat false.
The Transition
Despite the bleak picture, the
cycle of addiction can be arrested and recovery is possible.
Once addicts come to realise that they are powerless over their
drug addiction and life is unmanageable, they become open to seeking
alternative forms of help. After this surrender, the most difficult part of coming off
drugs is perhaps the physical withdrawal.
While this is a traumatic experience even under medical
supervision, the psychological consequence of maintaining abstinence
thereafter is a completely different ball game.
Given that drugs plays a major part in helping addicts cope with
life difficulties, the very abstinence of such a coping mechanism can
equally raise feelings of desperation and anxiety.
This change, is described by many as a total loss of coping skills
and the sudden unveiling of many emotional difficulties that may have been
otherwise buried. This
insecure and lonesome experience causes many addicts to relapse (returning
back to drug use), while motivating others to seek alternative ways of
gaining help.
These
initial stages of recovery are periods of extreme vulnerability.
Many addicts experience mixed feelings.
They may feel cut off from their previous culture and drug using
peers, which now have become potential risks towards relapse.
Feelings of guilt and fear can accompany this desertion of friends.
The environment as a whole can appear quite different and at times,
threatening. This experience can make addicts re-experience old feelings
that were felt during drug use, and cause a loss of perspective.
While this emotional distancing can lead to confusion and social
withdrawal, it is not constant. Abstinence has its rewards too.
Many also describe feelings of awesome awakening of their senses
and a desire for active and meaningful living.
Freedom from drugs is experienced as freedom from enslavement of
some kind. This is when addicts become ready to explore new and healthy
ways of coping. They begin to look for support in a community that is
different and accepting. Many
turn to psychotherapy, support groups, after-care hospital meetings, yoga,
Buddhism and others reach out to Islam.
Life in Recovery
Those who turn to Islam for
recovery often have a unique story to tell.
Their personal willingness towards change, together with a new
found idea of trust (tawakkul)
in God (Allah) becomes the driving force that fuels the recovery process.
The vacuum in the addicts life now starts to fill.
The rebuilding of coping skills and social networks is found in the
learning of Islam. Mosque
environments and study circles give addicts a sense of belonging to a
group conscious. This is built upon mutual support and companionship, which
enables addicts to replace those insecure feelings of abandonment and
guilt with confidence and stability.
Islam offers them an opportunity to get in touch with their inner
feelings and regain a meaningful purpose for existence.
It becomes a medium to make a fresh start.
Here
are some of the ways in which Islamic ideas are conceptualised.
Due to the obsessive nature of drug addiction, addicts may have
behaved in an inappropriate manner, leaving them feeling guilty, exposed
and ostracised. This can
often prevent them from mentally moving on and reintegrating back in
society. This has been helped
with verses in Quran such as: “And whoever does evil or wrongs himself
but afterwards seeks Allah’s Forgiveness, he will find Allah
Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful” (4:110).
Sayings of the Prophet Muhammad (on him be peace) also provide a
way forward: "Whoever says, 'Subhan Allah wa bihamdihi,' one hundred
times a day, will be forgiven all his sins even if they were as much as
the foam of the sea” (Bukhari). This helps addicts regain Allah’s acceptance, which enables
them to overcome feelings of guilt and self-victimisation.
Addicts
often assume that their past drug using behaviour is significantly sinful
that it will prevent them from doing any acts of good and so hinder the
recovery. This has been
supported by the verses: “And as to those who believe and do good deeds,
He will pay them fully their rewards; and Allah does not love the
unjust” (3:57) and “The good deed and evil deed are not equal. Repel
(evil) with what is better..” (41.34). This encourages continued efforts
towards self-development (tarbiyya), while working through unwanted
experiences of the past. It is important to highlight that the mentioning
of sins in the verses are not always negative, as the position of sins can
be taken as a motivation towards change.
Nor is asking for forgiveness from Allah a shortcoming.
This understanding can also be a way of gaining encouragement in
the seeking of Divine help, while keeping in touch with ones inner
thoughts.
Other
verses in the Quran also provide emotional security and spiritual guidance
such as: “(Allah says) Remember Me and I shall remember you..” (2:152)
and “…I am indeed near to them. I respond to the prayers of my
supplicant when he calls upon Me” (2:186).
Along side these are also Bukhari hadith such as: “I am as my
servant thinks of Me…and if he draws near to Me a hand’s span, I draw
near to him an arm’s length… and if he comes to Me walking, I go to
him at speed” and “Two of the qualities which Allah loves are
gentleness and self-restraint”. The
following hadith Qudsi (divine hadith) also has significant meaning for
those in the early part of recovery: “When Allah decreed the Creation He
pledged Himself by writing in His book which is laid down with Him: My
mercy prevails over My wrath” (Bukhari).
Intimacy with Allah and endurance in recovery is further
strengthened from what Allah says about those who remain grateful of His
blessings: “If you give thanks, I will give you more”
(14:7). This helps with the constant remembrance of Allah’s
presence and the need to stay connected with Divinity.
These spiritual principles help addicts find a way to draw nearer
to Allah for respite and rehabilitation. This awareness helps them
discover a Higher Power that is constant (the Al-Hai), to which they are
able to turn to for support and recognition.
Another
important role that Islam plays in recovery is through its social
organisation, where a great deal of emphasis is placed upon togetherness (jumm’ah)
and regular meetings at places of worship, such as mosques.
This fulfills a number of purposes.
Among these are learning to interact/relate to others as well as
exchanging life experiences. For the addict, this social meeting becomes a stepping-stone
towards gaining social acceptance and integration into society.
Along with this, invitation (da’wah)
to others to the way of Islam is also an aspect that is promoted.
This encourages people from various parts of society to become
actively involved in different branches of Islam in their local community. This activity often empowers addicts to take on roles and
responsibilities. Essentially,
this becomes a way of putting back into the community that which was once
taken out. This engagement
helps addicts develop a network of social support and participate in
community development initiatives. Equally,
this also inspires them to become organised and learn new life skills,
leading to a change in the quality of one’s thinking, feeling and being.
Addicts
are often asked to contribute in this medium because of their life
experiences and the ability to empathise with social problems.
They soon start to become valued and are seen as positive example
for others to learn from. Their
transformation speaks volumes about the role of Islam and the importance
of peer support - the brotherhood (ikhwan).
The need for supportive brotherhood cannot be emphasised enough, as
self-will alone cannot carry one through the recovery process.
The role of supportive and tolerant families is also crucial.
They play a pivotal role in the addicts motivation towards the
maintenance of change and reinforcement of growth.
Ultimately, having experienced the awakening message of Islam,
addicts then start to carry and take the message of hope to others who
suffer from addiction to drugs.
The Way Forward
Despite
our prejudice, we must view all addicts as having the potential to
reintegrate into society and live meaningfully. We need to share with them
success stories of other recovering addicts, offering choice and different
strategies for coping. We
need to feel confident in ourselves first that Islam does work and has a
lot to offer in terms of drug rehabilitation.
Drug services are crucial contact points for addicts.
They need to expand on their professional knowledgebase by actively
harnessing the experiences of recovering drug addicts in their planning
and delivery of services. Every
drugs project can benefit greatly from such support.
This exchange of expertise can assist them become more inclusive in
their approach. Along with
this, we need to educate drugs workers in the Islamic concept of sin (ma’siyah)
and forgiveness (istighfar). Awareness
on the psychological and spiritual implication of recovery also needs to
be incorporated into their training. This way of working can only deepen understanding and enable
a sense of closeness towards real life experiences of this community
group. Just as Islam requires
us to have a positive outlook on life, so must we hold firm in our hearts
and minds that recovery is, without a doubt, a sure reality!
We
should not also forget that those who have recovered from the afflictions
of drug abuse, have done so only by the help of Allah aza wajjal, Who is
the Infinitely Good, the Most Merciful.
Alibor
Choudhury, BA (Hon) Social Policy and Politics.
He is Chair of the Multi Agency Drugs Committee, New Deal for
Communities, London, UK
Abul Hussain, BA (Hon) International Social Work Studies.
He is a Social Worker for a Community Mental Health in East London,
UK
© Alibor Choudhury
& Abul Hussain
April 2002
United Kingdom
Contact Abul Hussain
at mazemo@mazemo.worldonline.co.uk
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